Real Therapy 6

Ooooookay! So now here's my therapy post :D So as I mentioned in the last post, I went dressed up. Just I was wearing my normal shorts and shoes. Which made me feel odd lol. Like the top of me was woman, the bottom half was guy. Just with completely shaved legs lol. Anyways, she said I was looking really good and was glowing :) We talked about what had been going on, and mostly I just talked about how I felt my cousin is kind of abandoning me and doesn't really want to help me. She hardly answers any of my messages, and we haven't gotten together since July 3rd. One thing my therapist mentioned was that I need to tell my cousin how important this is to me. She also said I shouldn't rely too heavily on my cousin for support. But I need somebody to help me here. Like she asked me if I would still go to Drag Night even if my cousin couldn't go. I said no because I'd be feeling to awkward and left out. Like I'd have no one to talk to or save me lol. But she's right, I shouldn't rely heavily on my cousin, but at the same time, I need to let her know that this is very important to me. We'll see how all that plays out. 

One thing that got me very excited is, she told me how another transgender person had contacted her. She missed the first email, and sent out another. She's hoping know to get a return from them. I just don't know whether this person is female-to-male or male-to-female. My therapist kept using 'she' which really for transgender people could mean anything. She could be referring to her as 'she' because that's how male-to-female transpeople feel we are and like to be referred as. Or, she could be female-to-male and was just being referred to as a she because that's what she is, not what she wants to be. When I meet a transgender person like myself I refer to them as the person they want to be. I'm a male still, but I'd like to be referred to as 'her' or 'she'. And for other m2f's I talk to them as women. I haven't met a f2m yet, but I would talk to them as if they were men. But anyways, if my therapist and her do start having sessions, it might wind up to us meeting and possibly even my therapist starting a group session with other LGBT people :) I hope that works out :)

Hmm, you know what, I think that's about it. I really didn't have much to talk about except my family and how I felt free this last week. We even ended about 10 minutes early. So I guess that's about it really lol. 

Also I realized that in my last post I said I was going to show 2 of the pics I liked, but completely forgot, so I'm gonna post them here :) 

So here I am :) Only thing I hate about these pics is that my arms aren't tanned all the way lol. The skirt I'm wearing is the one I was referring too in my last post :) The top I am wearing in the 1st pic is the one I wore to therapy, and the top in the 2nd pic is my moms lol. Let me know what you all think! :) Until next time, love you all and thanks for reading! :)